Gratitude she said. Gratitude will help. Let s try. Lets get away from the pain pain pain place I am now<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is cosy, warm, Elvis sings to me, nice trees in my window.
Loneliness. Wait, Gratitude.
Thank you for this silence. today unfortunately my heart sings pain, caged pain. My inner child got reminded of they pain went though and adult 37 Darya failed to care, cried and shook with the kid.
The adult Darya knows its all bullshit that I will take one day. Not today, I take care of enough.
I take care of my food and money on this food, I take care of my very comfy bed and a warm soul full home in a remote hippie village in a beautiful nature. My me cares for maaaaaaany people I keep in touch with. In touch. I want to be in touch with my trapeze. I have my trapeze packed and ready to be hanged. I want to be touched by people. I have a body that could be touched! I have ears that can listen Elvis and La Callas. I can heal my heart. Today I feel it is a long way to heal it. Met pain outbursted couple of days ago, did not turn away. Started another trip to darkness with a candle and a friend. Horray! Today it turned a bit too much. God bless my path is so golden, full of plenty of friends and strangers, full of warm hearts. Thank you, you are there for me. People who warm my heart when it fails to hear music of happiness and joy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thank you for my shoulders they are fainn! My teeth are also doin good. Thank you for my mouth for being such a magnificent multifunctional pleasure device.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The longest kiss in my life took place on one of the pedestrian bridges of Amsterdam, truly (beemet) cinematic. Two beautiful young people. long long staright blond hair of mine, skinny with boobs and nice soft lips. Passionate af. I am reaching out for Maarten\u2019s mouth. Did you know there are tree Dutch names: Martin, Martijn and Maarten? Maarten is a gorgeous man, still admire him. We were designed to make each other destinies in a very deep fantastic way, but that is another story.. So, I am in Amsterdam for the first time, I am damn 17 and he is\u2026 20? Absolutely in love with all the world we stopped for a small kiss on a bridge and tree hours. The bright sky went pearly and grey to the dark blue. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am 37 now. I still hope for a kiss more epic than that. I-want-it-all girl. I believe it will happen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I do feel better! Gratitude. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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